made it private. why not. so if those of you not on the list wish to read from now on, let me know.

other than that. not too much going on. called in sick today. had the worst migraine yesterday. i thought my brain was exploding. took some actual migraine meds when i got home and went to bed. woke back up at 2 am cuz it was back with a vengeance. called in sick at 218 am. took some of mom's migraine meds then. went back to bed. took another dose at 9 am. back to bed. took my own meds at 11 am. it finally went away about 1230 and then the weird feeling set in. the out of body experience that always occurs when i have to take that much. i cant really explain it. it starts out feeling like your blood pressure jumps. but the heart rate stays normal. and then its like your not really in your body. youre watching it move but it doesnt feel like its yours. all the sensations are still there, heat, cold, pain, touch. but youre moving and it doesnt feel like it. its just weird. but the migraine went away so its liveable.

looking for a new job. im just done with my hospital. there's too much stress for such a little problem. and with everything else going on this semester, i just dont need the extra stress. i think thats what caused the migraine. i was fine, and then work just ate my last nerve and thats when it started.

everyone's preparing for gustav. me? i just made an escape plan. we dont evacuate unless its a cat 4 now. we've got a generator and hurricane shutters, so as long as the yard doesnt get like 4 feet of water, we'll be fine.

hooray for a weekend off.

i preferred developmental. ciccerelli or however you spell her last name. i dont think penton's doing sociology anymore and he's the only one i suggest taking it with. if he is, you might like him. dont do the other guy though. he's an ass.

i have no clue about understanding theatre. i took music. just as boring. and no you cant take english 1 and 2 concurrently. i dont think. pretty positive.

chemistry is going to eat my brain. slowly. and painfully. blech.

i have no idea what exactly psychiatric nursing is. really, to me, it sounds like a lot of counseling. and yeah. we're at the crazy bin. we do do a day at the state mental hospital though. which might be cool. seeing some actual crazy people. yeah. i just said that. i dont think half the people in the one here are really crazy. i think they're just attention whores.

having class that late in the afternoon is slightly annoying. it doesnt start till 1 pm. clinicals are still at 7 am though. freaking wacky ass schedule. and then there's chem all night. blech.

this semester is either really gunna suck or really gunna rock. but i dont think there's gunna be any in between.

but at least its third, and there's one more to go and then im done. 8 months. 14 days. graduation.

the capitol? youre nuts.

work was alright. had the transformer blow. backup generators for three hours. no AC. blah. i ran around plugging stuff back in all day.

not really looking forward to school tomorrow. im a bit worried about the teacher. it will be nice to get back into the swing of things though. normalcy being no life. and people wonder why the kids at UF party so much.....

in five weeks, i'll be trained in psychiatric nursing. hooray. i can do five weeks. its gunna fly.